My Life As A Middle Child - Putting Together The Pieces

What is my limit???

There is a saying that I truly believe in... God never gives us more than we can handle. Right now, I feel that God has way more faith in me then I have in myself.

Ever feel that no matter what you do, it's not gonna be right? You try your best, do all that you can do, and it still isn't enough? Yep, that's where I'm at right now. I'm tired, exhausted and absolutely just worn down.

This has been a LONG hard summer. Within the past 100 days, I have gotten divorced; moved into an apartment; my office moved (I was in charge of all data and voice cabling, server room, moving of all the servers, phone service, phone equipment, copiers/printers and had to personally disconnect and reconnect all the computers); went out of town twice and had 2 surgeries. Damn, no wonder I'm one tired girl. lol

Now, there was one really bright spot... I met a really great guy. We went to Michigan together to see mutual friends and I just got back from visiting him in Louisiana. He is definitely what has kept my spirits up. So, I guess it's not all bad, there truly was a silver lining in my rain clouds.

Today was my first day back to work... boy was it a tough one to get through. My doctor wanted me to take six weeks off, but I got her to agree to one week off with the stipulation that I return with major restrictions of desk duty only. I'm guessing her idea of desk duty doesn't include me jumping up 40 times a day to go help someone with their computer. Hmmm, maybe I should have listened to her better.

Ok, this is all I can ramble about for now as I'm exhausted. So, I'm gonna lay back, put an ice pack on my sore areas, say a little prayer to God to give me the strength I need to continue through the rest of this year and wait for Mr. Wonderful to call me and brighten up my night.

Night all... KGrams.


***UPDATE***

Inquiring minds want to know... well, at least Mandy does. So, here it goes...

Yes, I met a guy. I'll call him Big D. He and I have mutual friends that thought we would hit it off and got us to start chatting in yahoo. Little did our friends know that we really hit it off in many ways. Is that explanation enough how I met him???

Now, for the details...

He is from Louisiana. Yep, southern boy charm and the accent to go with it. As if that's not enough to melt ya, he is 6'1 with a great build and a great oh so sexy ass. This one fits all 3 of the major categories that I find sexy in a guy... Great tush, musician and a little bit of a bad boy. (Does this explain why I'm divorced from the last guy? LMAO) Ok, he is actually a teacher, but his first love is music. He has a great singing voice.. ask EA, she heard his CD in my car.

If you want more details or to see a pic, you'll have to call me. I'd call you but I had your number stored in my caller ID at the house and I lost all my numbers when I moved. : (

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Pieces being sorted by KGrams at 9/11/2007 06:21:00 PM